You sat on your roof watching the sky fade to black. Looking at the stars always calmed you down no matter how bumed out you got. They millions of brights stars resembled the eyes of your fallen brothers and sisters. Eyes full of tears and sorrow. You turn your head, no need to think of them right now you were in a bad enough mood. Thinking about your past victims would only result in madness. A single tear streams down your cheek, there was so much blood what were you thinking?!
As you let out a deep yawn you realize how tired you really were. No use going back inside. You curl up into a ball and let the black abyss of night cover you like a blanket.
POV switch (JEFF)
I walk in the corridor of the pasta house. there all asleep, all but (NAME~). She sneeks out alot normaly around 3:00-4:00 A.M on Sundays. It might sound creepy, but I have good reason, Slendy made her my proxy about a year after I became a proxy tutor. She was allways a restless little shit to say the least but it dosen't take a Slenderman to see that see was hurting. Something was eating her away at the core.
So for the past nine years I've been keeping a close eye on her. But tonight I've found her hiding place. I creep up to the roof through her window which was wide open. To my suprise she was fast asleep in a ball.
"Aw~ how cute~" I scoop her up and carry her back to her room, the little shit kept squirming and murrmering in her sleep."your all--- Bugs! I'll kill...you" after that last whimper she cuddle my hoodie. Now rather than squirming it would appear she was... purring? Her nose twitched as the kitty cat sound pour from her mouth. HOW CUTE!
I lay her down in her bed and tuck her in. A stray strand of her (hair color) hair fell apon her face. Seeing as it wouldn't be right to mask the face of an angle I tuck it behind her ear "Night (name)~" I plant a sweet kiss on her forehead and walk towards the door. God that girls gonna make my life a living hell one day, but for now I only want to make her smile. She's not immortal like the most of us, she's still human. She still hasn't died.
There's a whole party where the master kills the proxy with a special blade and then the proxy joins the immortals, we still have a few years before I can leagly kill her and make her one of us. I'll wait, untill then I'll do my best to be a good master. I teach her to kill prey and when to run. She catches on pretty fast for a girl her age, but there's something else I have to teach her. It's the one time I might ever be scared. I have to teach her to well.... you'll get to that later.
As I walk to my room I hear some movement back in (name)'s room, then a dark chuckle. Oh no! I turn around and run like the dickens. I know that laugh anywhere, that wacked out pervy laugh! I burst into the room to see a shadow with red eyes hovering besides (name)'s bed. It's smile showing a long row of sharp white teeth.
"BEN get away from my proxy you pervert!" I grab one of the books on (name)'s desk and throw it straight at BEN's head. With one blow I send him to the floor. (name) shoots up from her bed, a frightened look upon her face."AAHH~!" She was panting heavily and beads of sweat were clinging to her skin. Another nightmare?
She pulled her knees to her chest and hide her face. A pitifull whimper spread through out the room. I glare at BEN telling him to GET OUT! He clearly gets the memo and grumbls as he exits the room. I sit next to (name) and wrap her in a hug. I know what she's dreaming about. I had the same ones when it happened to me.
~~~FLASH BACK OF DOOM~~~
A younger you stands at your parents doorway with a blade in your right hand. You grin wickedly as your inner demon took controll of your body making you into it's pitiful puppet. "night night Mommy~!" you say in a sweet tone as you race for them. with one hit your mother gose down like a bag of bricks. Your dad on the other hand was a fighter. He even managed to hit you a few times and as were your normal self would fall at one blow. The demon kept going.You laugh like a mad man as his blood stains your face. Tears of your real self slip out.
"M-mom D-d-DAD! (NAME) what the- why!" you turn to see your older sister (sister's name) holding your slightly older brother (brother's name)'s hand. You throw the blade it impales her right through the heart. (B'sN) stared in horror. "Hey big bro wanna play! AHAHAHAHAHA!" You grab the lamp and bash it into his skull sevral time even when you knew he was dead.
"now there's no one to play with..." you sniffle."NO FAIR I WANNA PLAY!" you scream. sirens from you parents window catch you off gaurd. Your real self snaps back, leaving you defensless. You begane to cry and slip into shock. your heart rate was out of control fo r a younge girl your age (it's like 6-8 at this point just saying). You feel dizzy and soon you pass out
You feel something carring you. When you look up you see a tall pale man with no face walking at a slow pace, oddly enough you were pretty calm for the most part. Your small frail body was to limp to move, you couldn't even speak. You manage to tug on his suit.
"oh hello, my dear girl I see your awake at last.Don't worry you'll be home soon." You tug again and whisper."M-mommy were's my mommy. Mr..." He went silet and carried you untill you met a well were he jumped in.
Air sorunded you like a blanket as you float to another world. As the man steps out fro the well (don't ask me-) you see sevral people looking at you, not the man but YOU. "That's the girl right, Jeff's new proxy." You here a gravly voice say."yeah yeah masacered her whole family two should get along great." A few tears rolled down you cheek."Mr... what happened to my mommy and Daddy?" He used what appeared to be a tenticul to pat your head."there at peace my dear girl." He walked to a door and it flew open. A boy in a black and white mask stood before you."h-hello master I see you have returned from getting the child." He sighed."Yes- and Masky please, when she wakes up completly she could be a bit... confused so don't startle her ok." He gave you to the boy, your limbs dangled like a dolls would. You let out a groan.
"Yes master, shall I take her to Jeff or-""Bring her to her room first, let the child rest it's been a long day for her and she dosen't need to be startled by Jeffrey.I'll get her things." You close your eyes as the masked boy pulls you to his chest."What if she wakes before you return?" His voice was shakey."Then show her around. I should be back in an hour."
With that you fell back asleep.
You awake in a small white room. There's a bed with (favorite color) bed sheets. where you were sleeping. A small oak desk in the far corner. a window, and a dresser. You yawn and strech you arms."Mommy where are we... Mommy?" you hear talking outside the door.
"She's up already?!" It was a quiet voice. "Seems kinda younge, don't you think. I mean she couldn't possibly be a proxy with such a delicate voice." You get off the bed and hide under it.
The door opens and two pairs of shoes aproach the bed."hmm I thought you said she was here Masky". a louder voice entered next to the voice of the sofer boy."yes Slender man set this room aside for her. She should be here." You close you eyes 'please don't find me' you whispered, but it was a little to loud!
You open your eyes to see a boy with a dark mask with red eyes and a red stiched in frown."BOO!" You let out a scream. "yup still human." He grabbed you by the wrist and dragged you out."so this is the famous (name)? your quite the little star, all of over realm is talking about you and what you did." suddenly you remebered what you did."m-m-m-" You whimpered."huh" the boys look at you."MOMMY! I'm sorry I'm sorry I didn't mean it mommy, please don't be angry." you were sobbing uncontrolably.
without waring you hug one of them tightly andcry into their chest."h-hey kid it's ok your not in trouble it happens to all of us at some point. Don't cry." You just kept cring until your eyes were so puffy you could barely see a thing.
"Hey uh (name) are you gonna be ok...?" guessing by the softer voice it was that masky guy. you just keep cring."I'm a bad girl! I hurt them I hurt mommy I'm no good any more." you stopped crying. An odd feeling crept over you. the same feeling you got when you were attacking you parents.
"No not again NO! I WON'T LISTEN TO YOU NOT AGAIN GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT!!!!" You thrash your arms around screaming. The other boy tries to hold your arms down, but your new strength over powered him.
your tiny feet hit the floor and started to run. Somehow you knew just how to get to the knives. Strange you've never been here before.
You grab the biggest knife you could find and give it a test swing. "hahaha...AHAHAHA! yay now I have more people to play with!" You run back to the room where you woke up but found nobody.
A large bag went over your head all the way to your feet. "hey!" it turned you upside down. "now we wait for Slendy." One boy says. The blade pokes out of the bag. "eh no ... fair let me get a good hit you meanies~!" you pout.
"Meanies?! um last I checked your tring to kill us." The hooed boy puts his face near the bag and shakes it. the tip of the blade barley missed his face. "eh er--- ok we can wait."
Slenderman walks back to the house with a bag of the girl's belongings. When he opened the door he saw Hoodie nearly stabed by the girl. "I said die!" Slenderman took the bag away from Hoodie."She's unstable! You scared her didn't you?" Hoodie rubbed the back of his neck.
" I was just playing..." The bag kept moveing and there were odd sounds. like metal."YOU LET HER GRAB A KNIFE?!" You cut a small hole in the bag and put the knife through it. the urge was gone, just like that.
"well she seems to have calmed down. (name) are you ok." you groan.
"I could do without being in a bag but other than that... yeah I'm great just perfect!" Slendy sets the bag down and opens it up. you rub your eyes. you barley slept."(name) are you ready to meet the man who'll be training you?" You stand up, and manage a nod. you smoothen you stiched up dress, and ruffled hair.
"good then, now yo might be a bit... frightend by him at first but trust me he's a nice man. He grabbed you tiny hand in his giant hand.(aaaawwwww how cute =3) He walked you down a dark hallway to a red door."Jeffery, open up." He knocked on the door. your grip tightened when the door opened. The man who opened it had long raven hair and lidless eyes an his smile was so wide it was humanly impossible.
"slendy what is- oh on again." he stared down at you." slendy everytime you try giving me a proxy it ends baddly. Why is it allways kids?" he scratched his head. "there allways scared of me and never pay attienon. resulting in ... well" you smiled at him your cute little pink cheeks perked up. He stared at you."A-are you smiling ... at me?" you nod
Slendy pushes you towards him. "I'm Jeff the killer but you just call me Jeff. I guess I'm your new tutor." he says shyly. You extend your hand."I'm (name) nice to meet you Jeff!" he takes your hand and shakes it. you were both smiling, well even if he had a choice he'd be smiling.
"this is the start of a beautiful partnership (name)"
Jeff craddled her head."Name these dreams will pass I promise! Just give it some time." she kept cring."It's been nine years Jeff! Every night for nine years I've had the same dream. I can't do this any more." Jeff hugged her tightly. This was true, every night for nine years she woke up in the dead of night crying for her family, and Jeff came into her room and waited with her untill she was asleep then left. The others even started calling her the weeping angle. Well BEN started that, it was another attempt, a failed one at that.
Her (eye color) eyes never show fear no matter what she dose. Yet I know she's still in pain, she'll always hate herself for what she did. Her late family would never rest peacefully. She would always blame herself.
"Jeff..." She wrapped her arms around him. Through all the years through all the madness through all her wild fits of rage, he was the one who stuck by her.
"Go to sleep (name) you have a big day in the morning." With that he kissed her on the top of the head and turned off the lights. "oh and if BEN tries anything-" she pulls out a knife that she hid under her pillow."good girl~."
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